Sigh...

So, she told him, and left him. Idk what to do now. I know she needs time, but it kills me to see her with other people... She supposedly wants to be with me... that's what she's been telling me, but it's looking like I'm just going to get left behind, again... Ugh, I hate this so much... The kid is just using her too... I know that for a fact. She's gonna end up getting hurt again if she goes with him. I hope she chooses to go with me, but I know she probably won't.... She'll make up some excuse saying she's not good enough for me or something.... I completely disagree with that, but whatever... One month, that's what she told me, one month and we'd be together. What if she's with the other guy in less than a month.... Wouldn't surprise me... I don't know if I could take it... Prom's coming up in a little less than two months. I know what her favorite flowers are, I'll get her a dozen and ask, see what she says.... Sigh....